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Dear friend…
To My Friend I have lost the one I love, the one I cherish. My lover, my best friend, my whole life. Either you have stumbled across this because you want to find out how to help me, or I … Continue reading
I don’t understand people sometimes…
I don’t know if most people * don’t know how to react, so they don’t say anything * don’t know how I’ll react, so they don’t say anything * have forgotten * don’t care * don’t want to recognize an … Continue reading
As it draws closer
With every passing day, it draws closer to a year without John. In jumbled order… somewhere around this time we were watching the Tour de France together. There was the terrible pop of bone… the awful MRI experience (for … Continue reading
Nobody
I had a thought earlier today. Being alone again… there’s nobody to tell me, “Mary, that’s a dumb idea.” Not that John ever quite said it that way or ever treated me like that– I’m a little more blunt. But … Continue reading