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Dear friend…
To My Friend I have lost the one I love, the one I cherish. My lover, my best friend, my whole life. Either you have stumbled across this because you want to find out how to help me, or I … Continue reading
I don’t understand people sometimes…
I don’t know if most people * don’t know how to react, so they don’t say anything * don’t know how I’ll react, so they don’t say anything * have forgotten * don’t care * don’t want to recognize an … Continue reading
Posted in Life after John's Death
Tagged abandoned, AFD, alone, anniverary, bitter, CFCRS, disappointed by the human race, DOD, forgotten, hurt, John, loss, Mary, Nathaniel, rat's ass, union
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As it draws closer
With every passing day, it draws closer to a year without John. In jumbled order… somewhere around this time we were watching the Tour de France together. There was the terrible pop of bone… the awful MRI experience (for … Continue reading
Posted in Annapolis Fire Department, Life after John's Death, Nathaniel
Tagged AFD. Annapolis Fire Department, alone, ambulance, bachelors, beer, big picture, dating, Disney, divorcess, encouragement, future, happiness, issues, John, let go, lonely, lost, love, move on, Murphy's law, Nathaniel, overwhelming, sad, support, Team Smitty, Tour de France, vacations, widow
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Nobody
I had a thought earlier today. Being alone again… there’s nobody to tell me, “Mary, that’s a dumb idea.” Not that John ever quite said it that way or ever treated me like that– I’m a little more blunt. But … Continue reading
Posted in Life after John's Death, Nathaniel
Tagged 35, alone, best raise, cancer, confiding, dangerous, decides, dumb idea, H1N1, John, Mary, my decision, nobody, partnership, perfect world, right, safe, soul-mate, together, two parents, wrong
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