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One of those days…
I’m having one of those days. I’m having one of those weeks. I didn’t write yesterday because I wasn’t sure how to write something without coming out sounding really, really down and I don’t want to be that way. I … Continue reading
Posted in Horses, Life after John's Death, Nathaniel, Pre-stage IV
Tagged bawled, ceiling fan, child, dating, dog, dream, fake smile, goal, HATE, home depot, house, John, life goes on, married, Nathaniel, one of those days, pioneer woman, pioneering spirit, rock, sounding board, white picket fence, Wilson, Winston
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Sometimes… I just long to hear his voice…
(Disclaimer- R rated- adult language) Pictures are great, but they don’t take the place of hearing John’s voice. Last weekend, I was feeling tremendously lonely and called his cell phone just the hear him say, “John Smith.” I know… silly… … Continue reading
Posted in Family, Leaky Creek, Nathaniel, Pre-stage IV
Tagged baby steps, bawled, before stage III, before stage IV, breaks my heart, cancer suvivor, cell, Christmas, crabs, exhale, fingers clean, first cereal, first Christmas, first present, fuck, grieving, healed, hearing, heart ached, inhale, John, John Smith, lonely, meticulous, Nathaniel, opening package, present, repeat, theraputic, voice, walking backwards
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Rainbows & Mourning Doves 