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OK… that was odd…
I go to change into barn clothes to feed the horses. I take my cell phone out of my pocket and notice there is a name on the screen. John Smith The last phone call I got was from Steve. … Continue reading
Posted in Life after John's Death
Tagged 12/15/08, cell, cell phone, John Smith, love you, Odd, Shannon, Steve
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Maybe it just wasn’t meant to be.
I came that close to telling the Sprint representative that– “Maybe it just wasn’t meant to be.” Nine weeks later, I finally called Sprint to tell them to cancel John’s phone line. It was one of those stupid emotional things … Continue reading
Posted in Horses, Life after John's Death, Nathaniel, Pre-stage IV
Tagged always handled, bawling, cell, cell phone, conodolences, dirty diaper, electronic, emotional me, falling apart, John, logical me, mess, missed, Nathaniel, Sprint, Verizon
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Sometimes… I just long to hear his voice…
(Disclaimer- R rated- adult language) Pictures are great, but they don’t take the place of hearing John’s voice. Last weekend, I was feeling tremendously lonely and called his cell phone just the hear him say, “John Smith.” I know… silly… … Continue reading
Posted in Family, Leaky Creek, Nathaniel, Pre-stage IV
Tagged baby steps, bawled, before stage III, before stage IV, breaks my heart, cancer suvivor, cell, Christmas, crabs, exhale, fingers clean, first cereal, first Christmas, first present, fuck, grieving, healed, hearing, heart ached, inhale, John, John Smith, lonely, meticulous, Nathaniel, opening package, present, repeat, theraputic, voice, walking backwards
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Rainbows & Mourning Doves 