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I’ve decided that I’d rather be a toddler than a widow…
Watching Nathaniel has caused me to come to this decision. I’d rather be a toddler than a widow…. When you’re a toddler It’s perfectly acceptable to cry in public. People think you’re cute even when teary eyed. You can throw … Continue reading
Posted in Life after John's Death, Nathaniel
Tagged bad dream, belly, big delights, boo boo, carefree, cheerleader, comfort, cry, drive, emotions, guide, hugging, innocent, love, meals, Nathaniel, normal, pep talk, public, simple pleasures, smile, snuggling, temper tantrum, toddler, toys, uncomplicated, unconditional love, widow, worry
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Celebrities suffer grief too, “Patrick Swayze’s Wife Shares, “I can still feel his hand in mine.”
Patrick Swayze’s Wife Shares, “I can still feel his hand in mine.” For the first time since her husband, Patrick Swayze, lost his battle with cancer, Lisa Niemi talks about their poignant last two years together and the amazing lifetime … Continue reading
Posted in Friends, Horses, Life after John's Death, LiveStrong Challenge, Nathaniel
Tagged "I can still feel his hand in mine", amazed, cancer, commonalities, crash, cry, Death is not fair, discomfort, fair weather friends, Friends, grief, grow up, John, Leaky Creek, Leaky Creek Farm, Life is not fair, Lisa Niemi, Nathaniel, never complained, never felt sorry, never giving up, Patrick Swayze, peaks, ranch, strength, sunny spots, through thick and thin friends, thunderstorms, tough critter, unbelievable, unpredictable, valleys, We have to make our own ride, why me moments
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First birthday without John…
Everybody, says that birthdays and holidays are difficult after you lose a spouse. I knew it would be difficult, but I didn’t know how hard it would be. I’ve found that if I’m prepared for things then I handle them … Continue reading
Posted in Community Fire Company of Rising Sun, Cycling, Friends, Leaky Creek, Life after John's Death, Nathaniel, Pre-stage IV
Tagged bawl, Beth, bike, bike ride, bike trailer, birthday, cry, first, first bike ride, honeymoon, hotel, James, John, lima bean, Nathaniel, smile, steak, Wendy
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Phone calls, LiveStrong, e-mails, & want to do’s…
Just when I think things may be ready to quiet down, I seem to find more things to be taken care of. Nathaniel & I fed the horses this AM… rather I toted him around in the backpack & sweated … Continue reading
Posted in Community Fire Company of Rising Sun, Cycling, Events in honor of John, Friends, Life after John's Death, LiveStrong Challenge, Nathaniel, Pre-stage IV, Stage IV
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Rainbows & Mourning Doves 