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Feeling slightly more human

I finally made it to Brookview today after a two day hiatus.  I think John would understand… I was sick… and not just a little sick, but I-can’t-take-care-of-my-son-sick. My father drove, I don’t think my parents trusted me to drive, … Continue reading

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Irony or not

AT 5:30 AM I was awakened by Nathaniel screaming.  Once I roused myself out of bed, I went and picked him up.  He was still crying and wouldn’t settle.  I tried everything I could think of to no avail. John … Continue reading

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“It’s Never Too Late.”

For some odd reason since John died, I’ve only been catching random lyrics of songs (as opposed to hearing the whole song).  So… of course what line do I catch while I’m out running errands today… Maybe we’ll turn it … Continue reading

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Peaks & Valleys

My buddy Steve tells me often, “peaks & valleys,” “gutters & strikes.”  In the course of a day there can be so many emotional moments- part of the day is wonderful… part, not so much.  Today, was one of those … Continue reading

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