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As it draws closer
With every passing day, it draws closer to a year without John. In jumbled order… somewhere around this time we were watching the Tour de France together. There was the terrible pop of bone… the awful MRI experience (for … Continue reading
Posted in Annapolis Fire Department, Life after John's Death, Nathaniel
Tagged AFD. Annapolis Fire Department, alone, ambulance, bachelors, beer, big picture, dating, Disney, divorcess, encouragement, future, happiness, issues, John, let go, lonely, lost, love, move on, Murphy's law, Nathaniel, overwhelming, sad, support, Team Smitty, Tour de France, vacations, widow
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One of those days…
I’m having one of those days. I’m having one of those weeks. I didn’t write yesterday because I wasn’t sure how to write something without coming out sounding really, really down and I don’t want to be that way. I … Continue reading
Posted in Horses, Life after John's Death, Nathaniel, Pre-stage IV
Tagged bawled, ceiling fan, child, dating, dog, dream, fake smile, goal, HATE, home depot, house, John, life goes on, married, Nathaniel, one of those days, pioneer woman, pioneering spirit, rock, sounding board, white picket fence, Wilson, Winston
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Hello world!
I’ve decided to start a blog. Mainly as a way of healing… a way of coping with my husband’s death. John passed away 3 weeks ago, yesterday from melanoma. John was the love of my life and the two of us … Continue reading