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Another dream
When I woke, I felt as if I’d had a restless night. Then, I remembered the dream. John wasn’t in this dream… just a good friend and co-worker of his. In the dream I saw a person, who had been … Continue reading
Dream about John and Squall
I’ve only dreamed about John one other time after he passed away. It was maybe the second or third day after he died. He was in my dreams healthy and everything was okay. Then I’d wake up and be alone … Continue reading
Strange dream… running on a treadmill…
I had a very odd dream yesterday… in my dream I was running on a treadmill… just me… alone… it was very Forrest Gump-esq except that it was just me with no followers. Forrest Gump was a favorite of ours… … Continue reading
Posted in Life after John's Death
Tagged "Family Guy", 5K, couch to 5K, dream, Forrest Gump, gallop, just running, Kmart, Miles for Melanoma of DE 5K, no pain, no sweating, Philly LiveStrong Challenge, Philly LiveStrong Challenge 5K, Rocker Bottom Shoes, Therashoe, Thoroughbred, thunder, treadmill
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Friend’s dream about John
My sitter had a dream about John last night. She’d only met John once and that was when he was sick. She knows how much I loved him and what a wonderful father he was. I love how she makes … Continue reading
Posted in Cycling, Life after John's Death
Tagged 3 calendar months, dream, friend, gone, long ride, Nathaniel, riding bikes, safe, Sea Gull Century, secure, sitter, warm
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Odd dream
Thankfully, just a dream… I dream that I’m somewhere with my mother… like a park or camp or somewhere. I happen to see her walking towards me and she’s smoking a cigarette. I look at her and glare… speechless. She … Continue reading
Posted in Family, Friends, Life after John's Death, Nathaniel, Pre-stage IV
Tagged camp, cancer, colon cancer, dream, etiquette, grandparents, John, Mom, mother, Nathaniel, smoking, technology
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One of those days…
I’m having one of those days. I’m having one of those weeks. I didn’t write yesterday because I wasn’t sure how to write something without coming out sounding really, really down and I don’t want to be that way. I … Continue reading
Posted in Horses, Life after John's Death, Nathaniel, Pre-stage IV
Tagged bawled, ceiling fan, child, dating, dog, dream, fake smile, goal, HATE, home depot, house, John, life goes on, married, Nathaniel, one of those days, pioneer woman, pioneering spirit, rock, sounding board, white picket fence, Wilson, Winston
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When does it get easier?
I’ll be honest. The last two days have been rough. I don’t know why, but they have. Maybe it’s because I was so looking forward to the Challenge & now it’s over. Throughout John’s illness I’ve been so driven… and … Continue reading
Posted in Stage IV
Tagged Challenge, child care, dream, freezer, generator, gut, Horses, house, John, John Deere, Nathaniel, research, rough, scholarship fund, tractor, work
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Rainbows & Mourning Doves 