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and yet another irony and an interesting occurance…
On Saturday, the vet wanted to see Winnie again for more fluids and some pills to increase her appetite. I stopped by, met a woman with a Bernese Mountain Dog who apparently didn’t realize that neutering meant testicles were removed. … Continue reading
I’ve decided that I’d rather be a toddler than a widow…
Watching Nathaniel has caused me to come to this decision. I’d rather be a toddler than a widow…. When you’re a toddler It’s perfectly acceptable to cry in public. People think you’re cute even when teary eyed. You can throw … Continue reading
Posted in Life after John's Death, Nathaniel
Tagged bad dream, belly, big delights, boo boo, carefree, cheerleader, comfort, cry, drive, emotions, guide, hugging, innocent, love, meals, Nathaniel, normal, pep talk, public, simple pleasures, smile, snuggling, temper tantrum, toddler, toys, uncomplicated, unconditional love, widow, worry
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Those little things that you don’t expect…
I went to a friend’s child’s baptism yesterday. It was in the church where they got married. I had been her Maid of Honor and John had been one of his groomsmen. I didn’t expect to get emotionally hit, but … Continue reading
Posted in Life after John's Death, Nathaniel, Pre-stage IV
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Ravens vs. Redskins
John was a big Ravens fan. For several years, he’d went to about a game a year with Charlie. I’d never went. It was time for John to go with his buddy and enjoy the game. When Nathaniel was born … Continue reading
Posted in Friends, Life after John's Death, Nathaniel, Pre-stage IV, Stage IV
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Rainbows & Mourning Doves 