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RIP Winnie

Today, I had my second difficult, heart wrenching decision of the year.  Winnie went downhill last night.  She started crying and couldn’t walk straight.  She was scared.  I was terrified she wouldn’t make it through the night and didn’t want … Continue reading

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One year ago today…

One year ago today at this time, I was a wife. Before evening, I was a widow. A lot of reflecting, soul searching, memories, and tears have taken place over the last few weeks. Yesterday, thinking about the circle of … Continue reading

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Took a flower

Today, I took a flower to John’s grave… or at least roughly where I think John’s grave is.  The snow is so deep you can’t see his (temporary) marker and a sheet of ice prevented me from digging around too … Continue reading

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Christmas Eve

What does Christmas Eve mean to most… time with family, awaiting Santa’s arrival, attending holiday Church services?  Fun.  Excitement.  Magic.  Love.  Joy. That’s what Christmas Eve is supposed to be, right? This Christmas I feel like I’m just going through … Continue reading

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Spreading seeds

Today, I took Nathaniel to Toddler Time at the library.  The library programs for the kids are nothing short of AWESOME!!  In Nathaniel’s case it also gives him a good opportunity to interact with other kids his age.  In addition, … Continue reading

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