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Sometimes… I just long to hear his voice…
(Disclaimer- R rated- adult language) Pictures are great, but they don’t take the place of hearing John’s voice. Last weekend, I was feeling tremendously lonely and called his cell phone just the hear him say, “John Smith.” I know… silly… … Continue reading
Posted in Family, Leaky Creek, Nathaniel, Pre-stage IV
Tagged baby steps, bawled, before stage III, before stage IV, breaks my heart, cancer suvivor, cell, Christmas, crabs, exhale, fingers clean, first cereal, first Christmas, first present, fuck, grieving, healed, hearing, heart ached, inhale, John, John Smith, lonely, meticulous, Nathaniel, opening package, present, repeat, theraputic, voice, walking backwards
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Baby steps
Sometimes it takes a 14 month old boy to bring true knowledge to your life. My friend and c0-worker, Beth, & her husband, John, treated us to dinner at Applebees. Afterward we stopped by work to visit briefly with my … Continue reading
Posted in Friends, Nathaniel, Pre-stage IV
Tagged Anniversary, apart, baby steps, bitersweet, epiphany, fear, Friends, good front, heart ached, hesitation, John, life, loneliness, love, Nathaniel, pics, pictures, Roses, sleeping, smiles, tears, true knowledge, work
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Rainbows & Mourning Doves 