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Happy and sad at the same time….

I love those moments where Nathaniel does something that makes me smile and/or makes me proud.  But at the same time, I often find myself fighting back tears because John wasn’t here to witness the moment and share it with … Continue reading

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Busy day… chilly night…

My farrier was supposed to come today to trim the horses.  He was a no show.  I called and got a voice mailbox full message.  I hope nothing is wrong.  My horses need their feet trimmed, badly. I waited for … Continue reading

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Annapolis trip

On November 1st, Eastport United Methodist Church had a celebration for All Saints Day.  John was recognized. The day started early with feeding the horses and waking kiddo up to go.  I met my friend, Kari, in Havre de Grace.  … Continue reading

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The black cat

It was dark when I got to my friend’s house.  As I was getting out of the car, I heard a cat meowing loudly.  I figured it must be her outside kitty that I haven’t met yet.  I ‘meowed’ back … Continue reading

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“It’s a learning process”

One of my co-workers told me that she was so proud of me for coming back to work and staying strong and getting the job done.  She said that I was very strong. Some days, I feel strong… some days … Continue reading

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A new grave…

When I stopped by Brookview today there was a freshly dug grave not far from John’s site.  My heart goes out to the family of the newly deceased. Once I got out of the Jeep, I did my ritual of … Continue reading

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Dancing

Song:  Rainbow Artist:  Blackfoot A friend posted this on my facebook page because of the rainbows.  As I played the video, Nathaniel started dancing.  Well… his version of dancing… swaying back and forth. It reminded me of his daddy dancing.  … Continue reading

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