Tag Archives: John

Difficult conversations

Today, I had a conversation with my three year old son about the importance of skin checks and watching his skin for signs of changes.  I told him if he ever has a mole that changes that he has to … Continue reading

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One for you and two for my Daddy…

“One for you and two for my Daddy…” mumbles our 3 year old as I pick him up.  He’s been asleep and I’m trying to figure out if he’s been dreaming or what he’s talking about. We get home and … Continue reading

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Just to see you smile…

Driving home I flipped through the radio stations trying to find something worth listening to.  I paused on an old familiar song and heard just the last lines… “I’d never count the cost, It’s worth all that’s lost, Just to … Continue reading

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McDonald’s memory

There I was… waiting… waiting… waiting… in the drive thru line.  The lady at the first window was sweet and courteous and then after much more waiting she appeared at the second window with my order.  She was equally as … Continue reading

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Perfect Christmas Gift…

I found the perfect Christmas gift.  It combines two of his loves… cycling and computers/gaming. It even would have worked with his beloved Trek road bike. It would alleviate the boredom of indoor training…  and would have allowed him to … Continue reading

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Photo a Day Project- Project 365- 11-17-10

I saw this on a friend’s FB page and thought it was a neat idea- I thought, I’ll start it in the AM.  If I wait till Jan, I’ll forget. Who knew the start would be an ending… In this … Continue reading

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RIP Winnie

Today, I had my second difficult, heart wrenching decision of the year.  Winnie went downhill last night.  She started crying and couldn’t walk straight.  She was scared.  I was terrified she wouldn’t make it through the night and didn’t want … Continue reading

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Discovered another reason to miss John…

Funny how those little tiny events happen and you just think, “Damn, I wish John was here.”  Not a crying, sobbing, depressing event… Just a minor happening in the day… and a thought of him. During morning feeding, I heard … Continue reading

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Some pics of Winnie

At night the three of  us had our bedtime ritual.  John would make the bed just right.  Coaxing and guiding Winnie patiently to the right places by gently and patiently (did I mention patiently) talking to her and guiding her … Continue reading

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