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As it draws closer

With every passing day, it draws closer to a year without John.   In jumbled order…  somewhere around this time we were watching the Tour de France together.  There was the terrible pop of bone… the awful MRI experience (for … Continue reading

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“I’ll Wait for You”

I was driving today and flipped to WXCY, the local country station.  I grew up listening to country music, but I’ve moved away from it the last several years. Song- “I’ll Wait For you” Artist- Joe Nichols This song came … Continue reading

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Sometimes… I just long to hear his voice…

(Disclaimer- R rated- adult language) Pictures are great, but they don’t take the place of hearing John’s voice. Last weekend, I was feeling tremendously lonely and called his cell phone just the hear him say, “John Smith.”  I know… silly… … Continue reading

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