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Morning Conversation

So, kiddo and I are having a morning conversation.  We’re talking about the things we like about his school.  It’s my turn and I say that I enjoy having free time and getting to hang out with a friend of … Continue reading

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and yet another irony and an interesting occurance…

On Saturday, the vet wanted to see Winnie again for more fluids and some pills to increase her appetite.  I stopped by, met a woman with a Bernese Mountain Dog who apparently didn’t realize that neutering meant testicles were removed.  … Continue reading

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“Pictures of Daddy!!!”

A few days ago, Nathaniel was coming down the steps.  He started gesturing and getting excited & said, “Pictures of Daddy!!!” and was excitedly showing me photos.  He pointed and said, “Daddy!”  “Daddy!”  “Daddy!” His statement simultaneously filled my heart … Continue reading

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As it draws closer

With every passing day, it draws closer to a year without John.   In jumbled order…  somewhere around this time we were watching the Tour de France together.  There was the terrible pop of bone… the awful MRI experience (for … Continue reading

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Follow Me Everything is Alright

As I was in the bank, I caught the tail end of the song “Follow Me” by Uncle Kracker It’s a mellow song that I like and hadn’t heard for a while… some of the lyrics resonated in my head…. … Continue reading

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I’ve decided that I’d rather be a toddler than a widow…

Watching Nathaniel has caused me to come to this decision.  I’d rather be a toddler than a widow…. When you’re a toddler It’s perfectly acceptable to cry in public. People think you’re cute even when teary eyed. You can throw … Continue reading

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“No Balls”

Today, a friend and her daughter came over and we hung out and worked on some organizing around the house.  I decided to tackle the trash bags sitting in the computer room that had been brought from AFD– John’s personal … Continue reading

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