Tag Archives: Mary

I don’t understand people sometimes…

I don’t know if most people * don’t know how to react, so they don’t say anything * don’t know how I’ll react, so they don’t say anything * have forgotten * don’t care * don’t want to recognize an … Continue reading

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My ‘ol gal

My ‘ol gal Queen of the Farm Squeally Squeal Squirelly Mama Susquehanna Squall but usually just known as Squall And what is a Squall- squall // ]]> /skwɔl/ Show Spelled[skwawl] –noun 1. a sudden, violent gust of wind, often accompanied … Continue reading

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Astrology

John and I had a few conversations about astrology.  We found it interesting how a good number of the traits were right on… others not so much. John was a scorpio.  The quoted data is from:  http://zodiac-signs-astrology.com/ Strengths of a … Continue reading

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What is left of John’s facebook account

Somebody took it upon themselves to “memorialize” John’s facebook account.  This basically stripped his account.  I can’t believe that somebody would have the audacity to do it without consulting me– you know– his wife.  I LOVED how John wrote… I … Continue reading

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Last photos

I was working on a photo project today and ended up in tears. Partially from looking at healthy photos of John and hating how melanoma took away his life.  It changed him from a strong active, healthy man into a … Continue reading

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Nobody

I had a thought earlier today.  Being alone again… there’s nobody to tell me, “Mary, that’s a dumb idea.”  Not that John ever quite said it that way or ever treated me like that– I’m a little more blunt. But … Continue reading

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Just like Daddy…

My farrier came out to trim the horses feet.  In an effort to meet budget, we’ve stretched the time between trims.  Our stretching ended up going 12 weeks (they do grow less in the winter)- he missed our appointment and … Continue reading

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The clock

Since the mourning doves are gone, I’ve felt a lot more alone.  I even inquired with my sister, who is very knowledgeable in wildlife.  I asked her if the mourning doves migrated.  She said, “No,”  and paused.  Then she said … Continue reading

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Memorial Tribute from the State of Maryland

I’m not the front door type and didn’t realize that I had a package from yesterday, till I got home this AM.  I thought- what is that?  I didn’t order anything. I opened it up to find a letter that … Continue reading

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He walked out of the room and didn’t come back

Our friend, James, came over today to see if he could figure out what is going on with the computer.  He mentioned that he had some videos on his phone that had John in them.  In one, I see John’s … Continue reading

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