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and yet another irony and an interesting occurance…

On Saturday, the vet wanted to see Winnie again for more fluids and some pills to increase her appetite.  I stopped by, met a woman with a Bernese Mountain Dog who apparently didn’t realize that neutering meant testicles were removed.  … Continue reading

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One year ago today…

One year ago today at this time, I was a wife. Before evening, I was a widow. A lot of reflecting, soul searching, memories, and tears have taken place over the last few weeks. Yesterday, thinking about the circle of … Continue reading

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Treasures left behind

Yesterday,  I was looking at the flickr album to see if it would work to upload the video.  I thought it was “my flickr.”  It used the yahoo login that we shared.  I never really got into the hang of … Continue reading

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“I’ll Wait for You”

I was driving today and flipped to WXCY, the local country station.  I grew up listening to country music, but I’ve moved away from it the last several years. Song- “I’ll Wait For you” Artist- Joe Nichols This song came … Continue reading

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Dancing

Song:  Rainbow Artist:  Blackfoot A friend posted this on my facebook page because of the rainbows.  As I played the video, Nathaniel started dancing.  Well… his version of dancing… swaying back and forth. It reminded me of his daddy dancing.  … Continue reading

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Funeral pics are up on www.leakycreek.com- Part I

Sigh.  I’m trying to get some odds and ends wrapped up before I go back to work.  I know when I go back to work, I’ll be exhausted and tired and will have little free time. I’ve tried numerous times … Continue reading

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Hanging on

After feeding Nathaniel his breakfast, I’m loading the dishwasher and my mind starts to wander.  I think to myself, why is it so hard to move on and let go.  I’m talking little things- not saying that I should move … Continue reading

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