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What a day…

Posted on December 13, 2009 by Mary K. Smith

Okay… if a day has ups and downs… today was a roller coaster… mostly downhill… some of it straight downhill… Feeding the horses went fairly smoothly. All of the horses got a blanket check and I couldn’t believe how thick … Continue reading →

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Irony or not

Posted on November 30, 2009 by Mary K. Smith

AT 5:30 AM I was awakened by Nathaniel screaming. Once I roused myself out of bed, I went and picked him up. He was still crying and wouldn’t settle. I tried everything I could think of to no avail. John … Continue reading →

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“It’s a learning process”

Posted on October 16, 2009 by Mary K. Smith

One of my co-workers told me that she was so proud of me for coming back to work and staying strong and getting the job done. She said that I was very strong. Some days, I feel strong… some days … Continue reading →

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