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Moonlit profile

A full moon shines brightly over the summer sky, tonight.  As I walked towards the field, I glanced at the horse walking towards me, my heart stopped for a second… the image… the profile was that of my very beloved … Continue reading

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11:09 7-23-12

Naturally, July is a tough month and the last several days have been a lot of reflecting and remembering. 11/9 was John’s B-day and I find myself catching the time frequently.  That and 9:11. At 11:09 PM on Monday, I … Continue reading

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Just to see you smile…

Driving home I flipped through the radio stations trying to find something worth listening to.  I paused on an old familiar song and heard just the last lines… “I’d never count the cost, It’s worth all that’s lost, Just to … Continue reading

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My best demonstrated practice…

At work we’re having a  spirit building, moral boosting, ring in the fall sort of activity where we are invited to share our best demonstrated practices in order to help others.  People write the best demonstrated practices on fall covered … Continue reading

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I’ve decided that I’d rather be a toddler than a widow…

Watching Nathaniel has caused me to come to this decision.  I’d rather be a toddler than a widow…. When you’re a toddler It’s perfectly acceptable to cry in public. People think you’re cute even when teary eyed. You can throw … Continue reading

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Got me thinking…

I recently read a post on a board where a man who had had melanoma was considering if he should have a child or not, knowing that the odds of him being alive in 5 or 10 years aren’t that … Continue reading

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Melanoma Messengers Training & Philly trip

This weekend I attended the Melanoma Messengers Training through Melanoma Research Foundation (MRF).  My father, went with me at my request.  I just wasn’t ready to go to a strange city by myself (I’m a country gal) and didn’t want … Continue reading

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