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Fears

It’s funny how your fears change.  When John first got his cancer diagnosis, my worst fear was losing him.  Well, my worst fear happened. I used to be afraid of dying.  The day I held John’s hand as he died, … Continue reading

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“It’s a learning process”

One of my co-workers told me that she was so proud of me for coming back to work and staying strong and getting the job done.  She said that I was very strong. Some days, I feel strong… some days … Continue reading

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