Friday was a very special day, but it requires more energy than I have at this point… so more on Friday later…
Saturday it snowed. I thought about how John liked the snow. One of the memories I’ll treasure was when we went out walking in the field after it had snowed. We found a “critter highway” where small animals had made a path comparable to our I-95!
I thought about how after a big snow, he’d made a path for me so I could feed the horses.
I hope there aren’t big snows for a while… I’m not ready yet.
I thought about how John always shoveled…
I thought about how John would have enjoyed watching Nathaniel as he strolled through the snow.
Nathaniel in the snow 12-05-09
About Mary K. Smith
I was widowed in July 2009, when I lost my beloved husband, John, to melanoma. Cancer SUCKS. We have a young son who was just a year old when his father died. I live on a small farm in Maryland which is home to horses, cats, and a dog. I started this blog as a way for me to heal, a way to remember my husband, and eventually I'd like to share it with our son so he can see the love that his father had for him, the love that we had for each other, what a great person his father was, and how hard his father fought to live.
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